Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder if it’s better not to know about certain things, however there are times that a deep rooted insecurity compels you to know them regardless of whether you think you should or not. If you are in a very secure relationship or friendship, you will innately feel like there is less that you need to know and therefore less envy and jealousy that you will feel in that friendship or relationship.

However, the more insecure that you are in a relationship or friendship will fuel a desire to know more and this will drive you to ask worse questions at more inappropriate times. These inappropriate questions will lead to and result in additional stress, which will then lead and contribute to an increased level of jealousy. What a downward spiral we will weave. More jealousy will lead to more stress and questions, which will lead to more jealousy and so on and so on.

So, if you have the innate ability to push the self-destruct button when anything good comes your way, I salute you; envy and jealousy will be your guide and co-pilot for your journey through life.